i hate it when you get so drained
and that people uses your name to curse and swear
i hate it when people double crossed
and that its so that they could survive
i hate it when i dunno what i am supposed to do
and i want to do everything right and possible
i hate it when i get this feeling
and i know that they won't be anyone around for me to pour myself out
i hate it when i realise im blogging this
and i know the 'world' would be talking about this
i hate it when people say something
and mean another
i hate it when people i love becomes different
and i know that i've been cheated
i hate it when i know people are right
and all for the wrong reasons
i hate it when i know im not alone in this world
and yet the world doesnt want me to feel that im not alone
i hate it all
but i still have to feel with it
this is a hate post
i know i'll regret posting this up one day.