the amazing thing of shower; shower of inspiration. i thought of something.

What sets us apart is our flaws.

see, if we were flawless, in order words, perfect, we would be... well, perfect. but we are all different, because we all have flaws. therefore, we are different because of our flaws. but, though flaws, we rejoice as we are different, but because of flaws, we get over them and improve ourselves, because we want to be better and better, its all about improvement in life. Stagnant water, well... stinks. There has to be something new and fresh and totally boomz. So, i conclude, it would be sickening if i were you, and you were me. Totally disgrace the females. And yes, if they got you, well, since im different, they wouldn't have gotten me. No, thats not the point. But if you get my meaning, we are all different and im sure that in time to come, someone would come. And that someone, would actually cover up some of your flaws, and at the same time enhance some of them. And since everyone is different, there'll have to be only one. Well, i thought that was pretty inspirational, it just popped out to me when i was bathing, and was rather down the past week. Well, that cheered me up. The coming week, which is close to bashing me up is coming in approx. 47 minutes. and no, im not afraid. okay, maybe a little, but i know my Lord is with me and i will brace the week with a little hug, no, not outreach hands, im not that... confidant of myself. right, this has to be the longest post, i do not really know who is actually reading this blog and the tagboard do not serve as a monstarr, as it dun go hacking at whoever dat dun tag for some unknown and personal reason. HA, PERSONAL. oops, did i just say dat out?? There's LA POP, Chem Separationanl Techiniques, Geography and Maths CT1. O great, and they promised no, and really no, more than 2 tests in a week, or was it 3... in whatever way, they have breach the treaty- okay that sounds super history- and they are so going down. And im not done with homework. omigosh. okay, to boost up your joy, absorb in this epic thing that i've done.

After sending an email to Mr Tan, as the poor LA Rep have no idea what is happening, the LA Rep wrote that due to him on sick leave, blahblah, the problems and stuffs and all... and ended off the email with a 'Get Well Soon'. The reply came back, 'I was on course, not sick' O gosh, o o gosh, how, and really h-o-w am i gonna live through this embarrassment. O my creampuffs... and layer cake ... O.. *faints*

Okay, after you are done laughing. Scram.

i give up, succumbed to my fearfulness of you.



{edit One}

emo emo. i screwed up my cca workshop today. Workshop- meaning playing a piece in front of everyone today.... Okay, i thought i was slow cos sung was playing like real fast, and i went faster. And at the end of it, sung told me it was because i went faster which was why she went faster... talk about major misunderstanding. Must be horrifically disgusting.
HAHA, today was major post-it--passing-notes day. No, i dint do it during lesson. It was well... somewhere, i wouldnt say when what where just -just- in case someone of a higher hierachy in the school sees this... Oops, how dead? yeaa... sms is so out and notes and post -its are so in. WHEE. So, i was like 'conversing' with weilee who was sitting at the other end, and calvin and shaoyang just JUST just had to open up the notes and see what we wrote, and comment on some stuffs... Talk about unwanted eyes. GOT- GROSS OUT TOTALLY. hahahaha, new word invented. Tmr SEEMINGLY HAVE... bio graded prac, chem prac(?) and... maths CT1 i think. its gross and awful. Gonna sleeep really reallyy soon.

forget about dinner.

{edit TWO}FIASCO.
Wasnt in the best of moods. Really moody. i think my friends detest me for that alr.. and weilee too, being that i kept asking her 'do you feel my agony' haha, she was be thinking dat im guailan-ing. really lorh, must be pms week... and the beetle is flying~~ landed on my bag.. originally my dad caught it, then dint heed my mom's advice to throw it in the toilet bowl he flung it out of the window... and it came back in... O my creampuffs.. right, so yes.. im also quite pissed with myself and a certain person. Lets call the person ...3001. (ahhh, the beetle is gonna take flight~) right, so it was during lunch. and i was eating sushi. and sushi. yarr. sushi. and then she commented -oops, did i say she?- she commented, why you eat so little? and i was like, being politely, and tired, and not my usual fiesty self... answered, no lah, recess eat quite alot already... not hungry (nods), and then she rambled on about something... and then attacked me. Right, attacked.

3001: do you exercise alot?
me: ...
3001: must be not much right? aiyarh, people like us (refering to people sitting around me) exercise alot, so we eat more than you. Yar lah..
me: ... yeah... dun exercise much.
(Anyi-no offense intended: exercise is fun!-she cute lah)
3001: why you dun exercise?
me: ... ...

And now, wow, and we call each other girlfriends already. What she! Does she feel insecure, that she is eating a full meal and im not? And i say im not hungry and full... and goes along with attacking me for her own satisfaction, passing her own judgement and inference, sorry this is no geography class to give you marks for inferencing like that, go history yourself (no offense to history students- we all do inferences afterall... (: ) No, im not overly sensitive... (maybe a little but, hullo, im moody this week... feel the agony... haha) but, her insensitive tone like a passing remark, hey, a girl is sensitive and takes a lot pride in... well.. what do you think we are talking about now!? Gosh, this is punful and hilarious. Update: the beetle flew and i dunno where it is. Ohno, is it behind me? on my back? on my chair? in my bag? nooooooo...
Lets ignore 3001 and continue with my happy life. Uh-huh.

Life sucks when you realise that you are barking up the wrong tree.
And even suckier when you realise there's no other trees around.

after two amazingly wow days, i feel the monotonous-ness setting in. the days were immensely fun. really. loads of fun and laughter, and interaction with different fun people, its so whee. then it came. the greyness, aww. its Eeuk. haha, love love love this new buzzy word. right, so i'll take whatevers thats thrown this way alright? and there doesnt seem time to blog about what happened, but its really fun. And you can ask Ke Ming and Wang Jie stuffs, i realised they dun bite.. HAHAHA, lols. And yes, he is a nice person. Just a little bit more than more terrifying. And thats what everyone agreed yeah?