Rawwwr,
MAH FOOT!
Thursday, January 28, 2010

geez, look at this mother. its a paw... i have paws??
MAH FOOT MAMA! MAH FOOT!! LOOK AT IT, LOOK AT IT!

boo. long time no see, and my blog's is dying. cool huh. things have been happening, and i think i keep zonning out in class. must be that influence. ugh. right, so there's homework to hand in tomorrow and im blogging. how screwed. and everyone's mugging. i wanna start a mugging community in class. 3H has one. and 3F sat together the other time for recess, and so did 3H. why carn 3I do the same??? emo~ so screwed lah. okok, skipp it. you see gryphon up there?? oots! haha, its a gryplet, and bsp was fun today ^^the teacher spotted me already. Alright, maths was screwed. Carn stand it. Must make a pact with Ke Ming to shout out the answers everytime she asks me question ((: hmm... and and and many other things happen but i shadnt go into details... the week is screwed, so it my church playing on sunday. Ugh, and i hate the symmetrical woman. oh shoots! i just remembered that i supposed to lend my locker out to the locker monstarrrr... aw shaks. i need to go see my locker numbbberrr liaos. i know An Yi's one though... 20-00-07 i think. HAHAHA!!



second chance?
Saturday, January 23, 2010


urgh, so much homework to finish! i wonder how my classmates seems to handle everything so perfectly. it makes me look like a weirdo, who carn finish that little bit of homework. how do the student councillors manage? how do the cca people manage? how do the bsp people manage? how do the triple sciences manage? how do the student councillors+cca leaders and whatsoever+bsp+triple sciences people manage? Time Management Classes for this poor girl here!! Oh shat o shat a shat. La La La, LA project ah... its cool^^ of cos lah, got me mah... haha, no lah, just that we are cool! the cool durians. oh, the name was thought of by the LA teacher. i wanted grape though. but maybe starfruit might be better!! :D starfruit starfruit starfish melonfish goldfish razorfish bluefish bluemoon redmoon redshift doubleshift doublestop! the thing below might be uhm... for fun(:

why wont my food stay in the stomach where they belong.
half digested vegs is blackish yellow.

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if i cud i wud.
my mom thinks i have no hope.
and she bulleyes 99.99..% correct all the time.
oh shat.

problem with no solution.
knowing with no correction.
gg-fied with no hope.

if i cud change i wud.
i've realised that people have to see you change on the outside.
to realise you have changed.
ugly chromatography.
and no, they wont take ur word if you said you did.
the ink has merged together.
and eww, yellow with purple?

and no, this is no emotionally unstable girl's post.
its speaking a fact.
its speaking the truth.
and speaking the girl's unspoken words.
(:

but no worries, i love my mom.
i love my family
and i love God
they all rock my world.
alot.

STORM ARISING. AGAIN.
Thursday, January 21, 2010

Was looking through deviantart and saw of the ring. NOT the ring, but lord of the ring.. ring. yeap, and remembered the craziness overrrr legolas. o creamstarfish. oh oh oh, have i mentioned cute kittens pictures? went home with yurong today and it was superb funn ^^. Talked to clarr on the phone just now, i wish she would come tag :D Sarah was also cool. Hahah, i feel like today talked to many people and did lotsa catching up! yay... :D


smiles and laughs
Wednesday, January 20, 2010


i realised that as time passes even more quickly than before, and the workload starts piling. Its really a test of patience, whether you would be patient with yourself and with the people around. To chill and relax does not seem like an easy task anymore. With people around, i grow short tempered, for that i apologise. Bathing is such a normal and casual and everyday thing, that gradually it becomes some sort of ritual where i take time off to think through the day and through simple things, that were actually complex, the things i did, things i said, what i did wrong, what i should do. I thought about it, and yeah, i havent been me lately. Or perhaps this was the real me inside, but either way, i do not like this me. I like the more happy me, the hyper but not so 'ventilated' me, the calm collected me, the friendly me, the me who has something positive to say, the me who takes things smoothly and laugh along with everyone with her mistakes. And as time goes, i start losing people whom i can really talk to. No, families are another thing, but there are you carn tell them about. So its kept. Depression awaits. I dun like it, and im gonna change it. I do not know what everything is going to lead to, but if its good, follow on, if its bad, i'll take wuheva you throw at me.

Now the question is: if you could lead a good path, but for a price, and it aint somethig good, would you take that compared to the tougher route with everything falling straight through your head?

i start treasure the little things that make me smile uncontrollably. it starts with a twitch and than the lips widen, sometimes the teeth decides to show, depending. i start treasuring the things that allow me a geniune smile, one that my heart doesn't scream,'why are you smiling, smiling...' i start to treasure the things that make me laugh uncontrollably, the loud laughter that i rarely hear from me nowadays. its only times like that this that you treasure, those little things that made you smile and laugh. its a rare thing, and if you managed to, you are good. really good. excellent...

spade hearts club diamond
Tuesday, January 19, 2010

okay i had just recently lost it. i mean lost my spade symbol on msn private message. stupid lorh, cos i accidently delete. so here it is, just in case i lost it... again.

♥ ♣ ♦ ♠

whee.

totally love it
Monday, January 18, 2010

i think my class is really cute. we sang birthday song for janice and shaoyang in the hall today. omg, so paiseh cos everyone was there, but we still sang. YAY!! happy birthday(: cool stuffs. hmm, LA was pretty fun today, my class was epic. my mind registered that it was just THE finger, but some peeps screamed and my mind thought it would be fun to scream too, so i did. alas, so paiseh to bingxuan sitting in front. but superb funny. i really stopped emo-ing. HAHAHA. hmm, that sounds like ms fang's laughter, love her lessons lah(: teehee, somehow she is like ms poh too!! i like my 3I classmates, really fun people. i hope there would be no misunderstanding between us in this year to come, then i think we would all live a great year three life. that is, if i survived year three. cos, school just started and im already blanking out, failing pops, and avoiding rumors. i survived year twos with no rumors, i plan to continue the clean record. Go figure. BTW, i really like mr teo's today's assembly song... and the powerpoint. its wow! hmm, and im also wondering about my art stuffs. i want them back. i wan i wan... o gosh. oh, and my headings' always in caps and i dunno why.

and the cat roundabout, saw the prey.

smiling is not my thing, then again so is fifteen
Sunday, January 17, 2010

i do not attach. how insulting.
i am my own and own i do myself.
alas, i've said.
the lettering darkens.
what a pity, i was starting to like this.

faith fades, darkness descends

the cat finds the dog, prints left behind
ears drooped, the cat proceeds finding its prey.

a mess i creampuffed out
Friday, January 15, 2010

ya hear me? its screwed lah. blunder, mess wuheva. just. SCRWD. my maths pop quiz. ah, i was like zoned out and i couldnt concentrate at all. it was like my soul wasnt there. okay, not so exaggerated but you get my point. so scrwd. (screams) its gonna be like a fail. i totally blanked. i didnt understand anything that was on the paper. oh why why why. oh why. cream puffs would save the world and i couldnt do the paper!! omgomgomgomgomgomg. am i dumb or dumb? total shat case lah. shat, i like that word(: snarky shatty shat. omgomgomgomg. its like an abbatoir. slaugher house. OMG. im totally freaking out, whywhywhywhywhy. and ms ku looked mad at me. oh why oh why, its so clear my cello-lisation is like so creampuffed, theres almost no hope. no hope no hope. and this post is seven-ing. i need to say somethingg, anyone up for ears?

and the cat would the dog to find help. and help, would she find?

paying for something im not using
Wednesday, January 13, 2010

YAH! Clarrr opened a blog oots! Today was duper duper zuper funn! Haha, i have decided that i will b the ideal me that i wanna be so TEMPTATION shoo shoo shoo! Whaduhcreampuff. right, so uhm, titles says it all- im not even using the locker, currently cracking my head on what i wud use it forr...
(1) Keep spare giggle bombs in guys toilet or i can just hide it in Ke Ming's table... (jkjk)
(2) Keep pet snakes and scorpions inside. They can offer to clean it for me.
(3) Keep my 'not-so-liked' subjects books inside and tell the teacher, "my locker ate it up".
(4) Keep CLARICE AND CHIN HUI inside, so no one can hide them.
(5) Kill someone i dun really like so very much but a little but still no that much. And then hide the body inside.
(6) Throw my values and nice-ness inside, and say i lost it. (lol, will never happen)
(7) Rent it out. to locker-monsters. (Visible idea)
(8) Pass it to school ghost and tell them to haunt it for me. (at the same time, haunt THAT person also)
(9) Keep dustmites and air inside. ITS MINE!!
(10) Practice my voice with it, i'm sure it doesn't comment about my singing.
(11) Anyone that offends me tell them to 'Talk To My Locker About It'
(12) Hide in the locker when anything goes wrong, like setting off a giggle bomb in class that send everyone giggling in class... or having a pmser after me... or when i never do homework.

Whaduhcreampuff. Good Ideas. THINK of a class name. urgh. locker monster locker monsterrr. I think i'll call it Erebus. Ah, the dark and darkest locker... where the locker monstarrrr lurrks. Locker Monster- Dike, goddess of Justice. Harharrrr. This is wayyy cool, and since 4 people had tagged, i shall blog 3 more times until someone else comes... enci, clarr, chini and antheeea! OOTS. i hope all my days wud b as fun as todays! God Bless~

IMMA-
Monday, January 11, 2010

SPAS. i really think this word is really bad, Quote: The current understanding of the word is well-illustrated by a BBC survey in 2003, which found that "spastic" was the second most offensive term in the UK relating to disability (retard was deemed most offensive) [2]. In 2007, Lynne Murphy, a linguist at the University of Sussex, described the term as being "one of the most taboo insults to a British ear".[1] Tadada daaaaa, SEE! I promise to stop saying the word 'Retard' And choose another nice word to use. Like cream puff. DUN BE SUCH A CREAM PUFF. okay, sounds weird. uhm, i dun really know. wasz. Dun be a WASZ. ah. now thats cool. :D class seems really mixed, mixed feelings are a borrrrre. I dunno whether to like it or not. NOT not NOT not. BOORE. GEEZ, WASZ me. fun stuffs that is, my class.

did i mention im lovin this class(: really. really really. no im not being weird or sarcastic. its really cooool!

OVER.
Saturday, January 9, 2010

this is it, over. back to studies. aww. and unfinished holiday hwk. and i promise, im not gonna update till i see someone here. DHSMIRACLE, GOODJOB.

WHAAAT?!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010

abandon ship!!
if you are OC, lucky you. cos im gonna tell seventhroom my little plan. personal plan. i'll end the school tour early by 15 mins. :D call them all back, ya noe? give the ICs all the last station's clue, which i will make quickly tmr. and then gather all station masters, to pass the bag of logistic with the puzzle pieces back to internal auditorium. And then, we can get them to cheeeer!!.. to get their puzzle pieces! (: and piece them up and show them on friday (: wheeexD i hope it works. OR ELSE i'll just get the RIGHTFUL blame. wheeexxD this is either genius or stupidity, im voting for the second one(:

hothothot!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010

got sunburnt just found that out its really ew. E is a cool class man. tmr should b alright, might pop back to strings for a while and also get boww lesson on friday and going to die. how very very nice. la la la, have to meet new friends and people. pew. bah. boom. ting!

fi fey fom fa!
Monday, January 4, 2010

crazy sotta day,
weird people met.
a brand new class and teacher,
pray, let my soul not stray!

philosophically speaking
Saturday, January 2, 2010

为何要受苦。因为如此。

new year resolutions
Friday, January 1, 2010

  1. play nicely (but im already nice^^)
  2. be active-r in class
  3. make even more friends and keep contacts
  4. not be lazy
  5. be a good girl
  6. have high thoughts
  7. manage myself
  8. love my ccas
  9. love my family
  10. and most importantly, LOVE GOD EVEN EVEN MORE!
10 hopes and wishes for the year 2010!