Sometimes i really think that all this is meaningless. While we look for the best, you have to understand that everyone's best is just different. Of course, without an aim, you'll achieve nothing. I sometimes feel that there is no end to things, and that everything is just plain stupid. You follow what everyone else is doing, who even started it in the first place? I just want to be perfect. But what exactly is perfect? My perfect and your perfect might totally be different... Ending this horrendous year on this note, lets welcome 2011.

11 New Year Resolutions

1. to follow God's Words & to pray everyday
2. to always listen to my mama & papa & (occassionally) nee-san
3. to always remember my aim for my grades
4. to pass my piano G8 ASAP
5. to pass my cello exam well
6. to get GWHs in SYF
7. to stop believing in others, its time to believe in yourself
8. to practise self-control
9. to stop being dumb and try to be nice to everyone, you carn please everyone...
10. to look fwd & stop pondering on whats happen in the past, if things are like that, let it be, it aint your problem (if you didnt cause it)
11. to stop being stupid & keep getting hurt all the time

my new year resolution is to follow them all, and hope that God will guide the way and that I will follow His lead.

i just wanna be really happy ~♥